Hello again, strangers.

Hey guys(: How is everybody? Cynj, I bet you kicked butt at being Snow white(Your just a fabulous actress)
Anyway, I got the packing in my ear out today, and i've KINDA noticed a difference, he said there is still blood and stuff in it so once I heal fully and all that stuff is out then i will know for sure. He was also alittle worried about me flying... I have another appt. tuesday so we will know for sure then. Pray please(:
So if he thinks I should wait a couple more days then we can push the ticket back, no big deal (:
So nothing else really to report, so I guess part of my story? oh! Since you begged(:


All the glass in the house shatters. At least, I think I'm in a house. My eye lids open and I blink a few times untill my eyes focas. I'm laying on a couch. My neck throbs and I presume I was sleeping awkwardly on it.
Where am I? I look around, I'm in a small glass room, oddly enough, not a sliver of glass is shattered. Beyond the room I am currently situated at, Is a dessert. rolling hills of sand. In the room are two love seat couches, a ripped one, that I am on, and a black leather one that i am on. I slap the heal of my head against my fore head. What? That makes no sence at all! But thats what I see. I feel myself on this couch and across me is myself, sitting on a leather couch. But I cant be looking at myself, while I'm sitting on a different couch! Unless... I'm not me?... How can I not be me? I look at my body and tug on my long red hair, no I'm me. I'm sure. I wear (the me on the ripped couch, the real one) A plain white v-neck, not unlike the one Mason wore, and jeans.
I look up, and see me moving towards me. The alternate me looks different, Make up heavily applied but beautifly. My lips are full and the color of blood. I'm wearing a long sleeve plain white dress, maybe like a wedding dress.
Now I'm scared. The alternate me gets off her couch and startes to me. I hold my breath. Her eyes see me but don't. There blue color haunts me. I cant move, or breath, or think. She's half way to me now, stopping, hitting something neither of us can see in the middle of the room. She takes a step back to regain her balace, a wild beast stirring in her eyes. She steps forward again, with determination, and is stopped again by the invisable barrier.
I find myself strangly relieved. She cant get to me, therefore I am safe. She- or I- thrusts myself against the barrier again and again with crys of frustration following each attemts. I pull my knee's to me and wrap my arms aroung them, resting my chin on my knee caps. There's nothing to do but watch and wait. Wait, to figure this out, and watch myself try to break a barrier that most likely will never be broken. I watch me stuggle to get to me, with anger like a fire in my blue eyes.
BUt what if I'm not trying to get to me? That thought startles me. I put my elbo on the back of the couch and turn myself. There is nothing at first, nothing but a suset painting the sky orange and pink.
Then there it is, or there THEY are. Asher standing next to Alex, a gun against his head, Alex also had a gun and its target isnt Asher, it's spencer.




Well, yeah. So all talk to everyone later? (; Bye
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