Alot of catch up to do.

Well, hey there!
First of all, to keep you updated, On the 9th I am going up to portland to meet my doctor who will do the surgry. On the way back we are going MORMON PROM DRESS SHOPPING! haha Its not like you ask someone, it's just everyone is dressed more formal. Anyway, me and mom are very excited and me and my friend Cynthia are planning on getting ready together.
Speaking of Cynthia, She spent the night last night. We practiced our song, (more later) and watched the three musketeers. BEST MOVIE EVER. it was so cute! AND it had some action! (:
Anyway, our song is the song we are singing for the talent show in 12 days. Its called Amen by edens edge. You should look it up, its a cute song. So, anyone who can make it is invited! I'm really nervous!
On to more, I took grandmothers advice. :) If I were you guys I would want to know what happened before and after in the parts of my stories I put in here. So, I'm typing my newest one up. When Im done Ill probably email it to whoever wants to read it. Don't feel presured though.
I guess this isnt all that much...
Oh! So seriously? No one knows what trek is!?
Its where- to those who dont know- You dress like pioneers, walk 8 miles a day, eat like them, no showers, hear stories about them, work as hard as them , FOR ABOUT A WEEK and get a great experiece! I cant wait! It to the end of July, so It'll be HOT! But I love church activites with no phones or Ipods or computers, I love those things but I dont have to worry if my friend got a horrible tan or her boyfriend kissed another girl, I just focus on me and my lord. I love it. :)
So, I guess thats it....
Till next time! (:

Everyones alright...(:

"What are you doing to them?" I ask. Asher grins.
"Asher!" I grab the front of his shirt, across the desk, and pull him till he is so close to my face I can smell his coffee. I look into his eyes trying to keep my courage. There is something about his eyes that makes me want to crawl and hide under a rock. Those eyes, mosterous eyes. I realize Im shaking violently. Part from anger, part from plain fear.
"Tell me what your doing to them!" I scream. His face stayes like stone. What does it take to break this monster? But just like when your pointing the blaime at someone, three fingers are pointing back. What does it take for me, a different type of killer, to break?
How will he do it?




So that was a part of my story. (:
So, some news. Kinda bad but really good at the same time. As all of you probably have noticed, When you talk to me and your on my right side, I turn my head because I cant hear you out of that ear. I always ask people to reapeat stuff. I have always had this hearing loss. The last few years its gotten so bad that I cant hear at all. We went in to see, and I leaned I had major wax build up. I have been going in about every two or so months to get it cleaned out. Today I went in to get it cleaned and to have a hearing test because we had been worried that my right ear had been getting worse. We got my ears cleaned and went for a hearing test, It was the usual, listen to beeps, repeat words, answer questions.
So the guy who ran my test informed us that I can hear better when you press the sound up behind the ear then when its infront. Something is blocking my ear so The things cant come through. The only real way to fix this is by surgery. The guy recommended someone from portland, he said there is a 1% change I could get hurt or go completly deaf. It's safe, and I can go home the day of the surgery. Its a one-two week recovery and Dr. Shrinner can do all the after surgery check ups and take off the bandages. 
He'll be calling in a few weeks to scedual a date. I'll keep you updated, and if this works, I COULD HAVE PERFECT HEARING!
I'll probably get a blessing before I go in, but I'm okay! Learning that they will put me under made me feel better. And I'm not to worried about it.
So I LOVE YOU ALL...
keep me in your prayers,
love ella.

Just a normal day...

Hey guys.

Do you guys remember this rock? Well, this weekend we went to Pacific City. We rented a cute little house.

The living room.

The bed room. Lilli and I slept on the bottom bunk, or tired, she had to sleep in mom and tims room half the night. DeeDee, Tims mom, slept on the top. Kaela in the loft....

Finally, the master bed room.

Right when we got there we jumped in our swim suits and went to the beach.

My mom and I want a horse... so stinkin bad!!(:
Anyway we were on the beach ALL DAY! Then we went to dinner at a yummy pizza place. In the garage of our house there was three bikes. So me and Kaela went for alittle bike ride. I havent rode my bike since 5th grade. AND to add to it, I am kinda freaked out ny them. First corner we turned, I went flying into a rock.... (: I guess I kinda forgot... but i cought on pretty quick. Later, Kaela, DeeDee and I went on the beach again. We were looking for sand dollars but instead, we found this...

Instead, we found a beautiful sunset and amazing pictures.... (: DeeDee's a pretty good photographer.... (:
Then, we went to sleep. This morning we woke up at 6 30, we went hunting for sand dollars. We found none.... then we got breakfast and ate. we packed, went on another bike ride and a walk. then we were off and now were home. Well about an hour ago Kaela and I tanned. Every 5 minutes we flipped. It was pretty ligit.
Trampis had prom last night! traci sent me the cuttest picture of Dad and Tramp, and i got the picture of London and tramp from mom. I hope they had fun!
On the way home, we saw this little old cupple sitting on a bench holding hands. I love old cupples....<---- Alright, that was pretty random.
Schools been really good. We have been having test after test, project after project.... But that okay because that way we know summer is a comin! On my report card I got two B's, one in science, and one in social studies. Can you believe that? In social studies! If you know me (if you dont know this, we need to spend more time together) thats my favorite subject! I can believe in science, I dont get it at all! So, if any one has been wondering, I am deffinatly going to Roseburg high. We are going Monday to enroll and Dad got a hold of the basketball coach so I know what I need to do.
Well dinner is almost ready, I might blog some of my story later....
Bye
!!!! (:

Temple trip, ride with boys, tanning, and lots of work!

How has everyone been doing?(:
Yesterday was another temple trip! I had to get up at 4;45!(am). Tim gave me a ride to the church and everyone looked drop dead tired. I sat next to Darla, our young womans leader, and we talked hunger games untill we had to leave. She was telling me that she took her husband to the movie and he turned to her during the cave scene and said, "geez! That katniss girl better pick Gale! That Peeta is so whinny!" I laughed and told her I liked her husband.
The bishop gave the prayer and we went outside to load up. I was just standing there when Dallin asked me who I was riding with, I didnt know, so he told me I could ride with him. Soon it became Dallin, Kobe and me. Then Dallin, Kobe, Eric, and me. Then Dallin, Kobe, Eric, Jaden and I. I RODE WITH A CAR FULL OF BOYS! We played truth or dare like the whole way there! It wasnt bad, it was kinda fun, actually!
The temple is one of my favorite places to go... ever! Earlier in the week I was texting my friend and she was telling me that she couldnt go. She said she was really sad because it was one less time she got to go to the purest place on earth! I was like, thats deep! haha.
After I got home from the temple, mom said we were going to spend all day in the yard, pulling weeds and stuff. We did that for like 3 hours!!

                                                  Thats how much Lillian was helping!

I was on a picture kick before I worked. Isnt it cool?(:

After we were done-ish working, It was such a beautiful day, I pulled up a chair and sunglasses and was tanning(:
After a while mom got a chair and we watched Tim get rid of a bush. I spent like 3 hours out there! Mom said I was in a better mood then usual.
"Must have been the temple!" she told me.
"I wish I could start out everyday there!" I replied.
After like the first hour, I ran down and grabbed my book- that I was half way through- and read for two hours. I finished it (I had got it the day before)! It was soooo good! Then I came in and watched Return to neverland with Lilli. After that I took a shower and got ready for bed. I had a great day! AND I wasnt even tired! Today was a good day at church and after mom picked me up she went to the grocery store. I stayed in the car and called Dad. (: We had a good talk. I MISS THEM! DAD, TRACI, TRAMP, CHAN AND CHASE....(: I cant wait to see them again.



Anyways.... HAPPY DEATH DAY TO THE TITANIC!!!(:
 
Early this morning- exactly 100 years ago- the admired ship, the titanic, sank. Only 200 people survived out of thousands!
This morning a ship filled with the titanics loved ones, gathered on the top deck to pay their respect to the dead. they sang, "Nearer my god to thee." which is reported to have the band playing while the ship sunk. Followed by a moment of silence, flowers were tost into the sea.
I used to love the titanic and I didnt even relize it was its 100 death day till Tim asked me what day it was.
TITANIC- DISASTER, GREAT LOSS OF LIFE.



TILL NEXT TIME, this is Ella Waite, signing out!

Playing catch-up!

Hello guys(:
So to update on dads, we spent a day at grandmas. It was FREAZING outside but of course... we went 4wheeling!

Ky FINALLY let me take Kres(: He was soooooo cute! We were on gear 2 and yelling "wow! we're going fast, big ella!" The whole night we played super heros, house, and played on grandmas wii. It was fun because usually Im thrown aside by the favorite cousin, Tazzie.

Anyway we left the next day around lunch.

I dont remember what day but one of the days we went to kiwi locco(: (frozen yogurt place in ontario) It was yummy!  Tramp had some kind mixed with bacon... It tasted like coffee. We were like, what? haha The day after we got back we went to a double header baseball game in FREAZING COLD RAINY WINDY WEATHER! it was really fun though(: The next day was another game that was freazing and it went into extra innings.

Then daddy, Trampo, and I went to the wrath of the titans in the Imax theater(: That was cool but really expensive! It was a really good movie since I love the greek gods and myths. Afterward we went to rodeo stake house and that was really good too.

I miss going to movies with my daddy.

That night I spent the night at Halies, went back to dads in the mourning and got packed, cleaned chan and chases' room and drove to boise. It was an okay flight but alittle bumpy... before the flight dad was as amazing as usuall and I missed him right when I boarded, Traci, tramp, chan, chase, and syd too. It would be perfect if they lived right next to us here in roseburg(: haha or we lived there.

Okay on to other stuff. Tday in church we focused on christs last days. I bawled! oh! That reminds me, the night before last my friend Emilee spent the night and we went to the hunger games again. I bawled(:

I DIED A STRIP OF MY HAIR RED!

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this is the lyrics to one of my favorite songs by birdy. Look her up, shes great

I dont know where I am,

I dont know this place.

I dont reconize anybody,

Just the same old dirty face.

See these people, they lie,

And I dont know who to believe anymore.

But there comes you,

to keep me safe from harm.

Here comes you,

to take me in your arms.

Is it just a game?

I dont know.

Is it just a game?

I dont know.

He denies to break my heart,

So homesick and confused.

But I know I must play my part.

When tears I must conseal.

There comes you,

to keep me safe from harm.

There comes you,

To take me in your arms.

Is it just a game?

I dont know,

To keep you safe from my world.

Take my hand and my heart races.

Flames illuminate our faces,

 And we are on fire.

Blow kisses to the crowd.

They're our only hope now.

And I know my place,

and I know my place.

We're all just peices in their games.

(its on the hunger games soundtracked) :)

I like skinny love and people help the people by her too.

So I started a new story... Suprise suprise right?

I turn slowly and lock the bathroom door. My hand falls off the doorknob and its back at my side.

"Jeasa!" cade calls. I close my eyes and bite my lip. He must be a mile away from the hotel room but he'll be here soon.

He's like me.

I face the mirror and exmine myself with much less then satisfaction. My hair is in its usual bun. my red hair with brown acsents smells like the strwberry shampoo I just bought. I have a more narrow face that is sprayed with freckles across the bridge of my nose. I have an ugly scar on the right side of my face, barely.above my jaw line, and another next to my widows peak. I have blue eyes and pale skin and an athletic build. I should be completly deaf in my right ear, but i'm not which makes me very mad. My left hand has burn marks. All of this, Cade says, are proof Im a fighter, a surviver. I back away from the mirror and sink to the floor, back against the door. I pick up my notbook and pen.

"Jeasa! dont do it!" Cade yells at the other side of the door.

"Im not!" The doorknob wiggles.

"Then why is it locked?!"

"Im not killing myself!" I yell. I hear him sigh.

"Then.."

"I have to tell the world." I say.

"Dont take long then." I know he's mad. I absolutly hate him being mad. I pick up my pen and begin to write, to tell everyone what they did to me. To tell you why I wake up every night screaming. To tell the world why they lock their doors at night.

This is my story, so sit and listen because its not just what they did to me, its what they did to Cade, and all the others.

In the end it will affect you all...