"What are you doing to them?" I ask. Asher grins.
"Asher!" I grab the front of his shirt, across the desk, and pull him till he is so close to my face I can smell his coffee. I look into his eyes trying to keep my courage. There is something about his eyes that makes me want to crawl and hide under a rock. Those eyes, mosterous eyes. I realize Im shaking violently. Part from anger, part from plain fear.
"Tell me what your doing to them!" I scream. His face stayes like stone. What does it take to break this monster? But just like when your pointing the blaime at someone, three fingers are pointing back. What does it take for me, a different type of killer, to break?
How will he do it?
So that was a part of my story. (:
So, some news. Kinda bad but really good at the same time. As all of you probably have noticed, When you talk to me and your on my right side, I turn my head because I cant hear you out of that ear. I always ask people to reapeat stuff. I have always had this hearing loss. The last few years its gotten so bad that I cant hear at all. We went in to see, and I leaned I had major wax build up. I have been going in about every two or so months to get it cleaned out. Today I went in to get it cleaned and to have a hearing test because we had been worried that my right ear had been getting worse. We got my ears cleaned and went for a hearing test, It was the usual, listen to beeps, repeat words, answer questions.
So the guy who ran my test informed us that I can hear better when you press the sound up behind the ear then when its infront. Something is blocking my ear so The things cant come through. The only real way to fix this is by surgery. The guy recommended someone from portland, he said there is a 1% change I could get hurt or go completly deaf. It's safe, and I can go home the day of the surgery. Its a one-two week recovery and Dr. Shrinner can do all the after surgery check ups and take off the bandages.
He'll be calling in a few weeks to scedual a date. I'll keep you updated, and if this works, I COULD HAVE PERFECT HEARING!
I'll probably get a blessing before I go in, but I'm okay! Learning that they will put me under made me feel better. And I'm not to worried about it.
So I LOVE YOU ALL...
keep me in your prayers,
love ella.
Your good story parts always leave me hanging. What happens next? What happened before? Please--finish a story and send it so we can all know "the rest of the story!" Good part-story, though! That is exciting news about your hearing. I hope the surgery is successful and you get the results you want! Good luck--you will be in my prayers (as always!). Do have a blessing before you go--it will give you comfort and you will know Heavenly Father is watching over you at this special time! Love you!
ReplyDeleteGood thoughts and prayers headed your way! It sounds like it'll be a great thing to have done for your hearing. Do you have a lot of wax that actually comes out of your ears that you can see? I'm wondering because Beckham always has SO much all the time. I'm wondering if he might have to go get it cleaned out by a doctor regularly? Anyway, LOVE YOU!
ReplyDeleteWow, that's very interesting about your ear! Keep us posted on what happens! By the way, I was reading an old conference talk in the Ensign today that you might like. It is called "The Songs They Could Not Sing" by Quentin L. Cook and it has several references to and stories from the Titanic! It is pretty interesting to hear some lds connections to it
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